PrEtEnDiNg

well i am writing this blog for one of my special person of my life which i surely will meet one day ..

ok ammm lets start with its meaning so what is pretending ??? huh according to me pretends is hiding ur emotions but why we hide emotions from other coz we r afraid that if we show our true feeling to someone they will only made fun of us ... but sometimes we also pretend to save someones feeling and not to hurt someone we dont wanna loose like a mother pretend she is ok when her kid hit him accidentally like true friends pretend they r laughing while u pop out a silly dumb joke like a lover pretend that he or she is not crying while missing her why they all pretend or do so coz they dont want to hurt or looses the true and good friends from their lives ...

so we come to know the answers of two questions whats pretending and why do we pretend now arises another question up to what height or up to what time we should pretend in front of others i would say pretending should not go for years and one should only pretend if there is a feeling in ur heart that u r gonna loose the person from ur life and if u think that if u start pretending and u have to pretend for a long time then tell the person ur real feeling before starting pretending no matter if he or she gets hurt no matter if u loosde that person no matter that person got angry or made fun of u all of the thing doesnt matter the only thing matter at that time is truth at-least u showed him or her ur true feeling because it hurts more when u start pretending in front of the person u love and then after a long time u said i was pretending all the time by doing so u don't break the heart of that person u just tear its heart into very tiny peaces and also throw those tiny pieces into air so that he cannot get back ...

we we come on a conclusion that we should not pretend for a long time and there is another reason as well behind this the reason is if we pretend for long then we kill our hearts true feeling daily and one day u will find that ur heart is dead and it wont be able to be alive again and then the only option left for u to live is pretending pretending and pretending 

now i m not able to mention anyother thing about this damn good and bad word if u have any question or any other thing to tell or ask then comment ... i will try my best to tell u

ohh i forgot to tell u that i m also pretending now as i m hiding my emotions for u (the true friend of my life also the special ) in this blog ...

haha 

have a good day take care and blah blah blah